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Ashley's Journal
Feb. 26th, 2006
09:08 am
Well, its a beautiful Sunday morning in this great town of Lafayette. Its frickin cold though, and i have to go to work at the frickin golf course in about an hour. Mardi Gras is Tuesday, Im moving in with my aunt and leslie for a little while so i can save money and i just really hate my roommate. I got a job at guamas downtown but i hardly ever work there because they over-hired bartenders, and yes, im still at the golf course and hating every minute of it. hmmmm.....anything else? no, i guess thats about it.
coldJan. 12th, 2006
10:58 am - ron weasley...part 2
So apparently im a man magnet because every where i go, men just flock to me. Everyone wants a piece of ashley. What can i say, im just that wonderful. Unfortunatly, all of the men that flock to me are either gay and dont know it yet, straight but ugly, or ron weasley.
I met this cute boy last night, but i fear that hes gay and confused. Just like Nick. I hope i wasnt the one that turned nick gay. Thats depressing.
So, i went out last night and then went to whataburger at 2 in the morning. Boo. I hate when that happens.
Candace found out that she has cervical cancer and she cried all night. They are going to go in and burn off the cells, or scrape them off. Either way, ouch.
My friends seem to think that ron weasley and I need some time alone this weekend, but they are sadly mistaken. Girls, you can all come, i wont mind and im sure ron wont mind either. You have no choice, so dont make any plans for friday night.
Off to lunch....not at whataburger.
lovedOct. 25th, 2005
05:39 pm - CoStUmE?
Well, as Halloween blows in closer and closer, I have been frantically searching for the perfect costume. One that will not only accentuate my now-slimmer physique, but will also not cost me and arm and a leg, (which wouldnt even be worth much because they are so much smaller):)
Some ideas that Leslie and I have come up with are:
.Venus and Sareena Williams
.Dolly Parton and Laretta Lynne (sp?)
.Little Bo Peep and a Sheep
.a couple of sexy cops
.a couple of sexy maids
.a pregnant Brittany and her beau Kevin
.christmas presents
.fallen angels
.Hells angels
....and thats pretty much it. If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. And i dont want any help from andrew (does anyone remember last year?)
Well, in other news I have discovered that my room-mate, James D. Trowanowsky is a big fat idiot! I hate that he sits on the couch all damn day watching tv, doing NOTHING. I hate that he never does anything around the house, no dishes, no cleaning, no garbage, NOTHING. I hate that he eats all of my food that I buy, I can hardly afford to supprt my self, let alone that lazy vulture. And, AND, I really hate it that he conspires against me with MY friends behind MY back about stupid bull shit things that the average human being would never have to discuss with other people. And, I have discovered that the insides of pumpkins do NOT stink, so it is perfectly safe to carve them IN the home. No problem there! I feel like i am going a bit crazy sometimes, but im just telling myslef that i am about break through to a new level and a new conciousness free of these petty little problems and unlikeable people.
feeling much better now.
hopefulJul. 25th, 2005
12:48 pm - update..
Ok, its been a month since i have journaled.
I went to New York for 5 days.
I turned 21 in new york, which was awesome.
I got really drunk on my birthday in new york and fell down, badly cutting up my face and knees. It was really embarassing for a few days as my whole face was swollen like a pumpkin. That really sucked.
Leslie will be home in less than a month and i am very excited about that. Erin is in med school, bonnies sister finally got married, alyson has been super nice, major opened up his own business, my uncle is divorcing arlene, anne is in rehab for her drinkinf problem, clair met aimees new girlfriend and freaked out, and i just found out that a member at the golf course that i have been flirting with for months is related to me. Thats really gross.
So, that is whats been going on in my world. Not too exciting, but thats not always a bad thing.
Hey drezwell, i knew youd be famous someday, and erin, good luck at school on friday!
contentJun. 17th, 2005
09:39 am - summer plans...
Here is my Itinerary for the summer:
SUMMER 2005
* First and foremost, I will be turning 21 on the 12th of July (everyone mark your calenders)
this is a big step in my life, as I can legally drink, win big at the casinos, and of course win the lottery
* Second,( this is equally as exciting) I will be in glorious New York city on that day!
this is my first time going and i cant wait to see the sights (Blaise and Erin, help me out here)
* Third, on the last week of July (monday, tuesday and wednesday) there is a trip to schlitterbahn, the largest water park in the country, planned for whoever would like to go. We will be close to San Antonio so i will get to see my family as well. two birds with one stone.
* Fourth, during the second week of September, my aunt, Major and I will be driving across the country to Yosemite National Park to capture and bring home my favorite cousin, Leslie. Along the way we will stop in Fort Stockton, Phoenix and Mexico for a little sight-seeing. A different route will be taken on the way home for even more sight-seeing.
the plan is to see as many sights as possible in 7 days
* In between all of this excitement I will be working at The 19th Hole Bar and Grille, open to anyone who wishes to sit and have a beer.
So, there. I am so F*ing excited about New York I could throw up!
Now, off to work
pleasedJun. 10th, 2005
10:07 am
I decided that instead of eating all of the time and turning into a fat ass (literally, im starting to look like a pear) I will do something else. Something better. I am on a 14 day detox diet which consists of steamed veggies and water. I can have some nuts and some fish. Its day 2 and i am so hungry! I have been jogging also. This is hard and extreme but i just keep thiking about how i will feel on the 14th day. Cant wait.
I have 4 days off for my birthday so I figure that would be the best time to go to New York. I am going to spend my 21st birthday in New York!!!
I had better get back to my detox. That sounds weird when I just say that i am detoxing. People get confused, i think. "Im not a drug-addict!" I tell them, but they dont believe me, i see it in thier eyes. I have gotten alot of hugs and "support through this" So, off to burn some fat.
hungryMay. 31st, 2005
07:54 pm
Just got my hair done. It looks fabulous, dark again, of course, but with new red highlights. One word to describe me...HOT. Trying not to freak out, though, because my bank acount is lacking big time. I just keep on invisioning prosperity. im rich im rich im rich im rich im rich im rich James and I have not spoken in days and he wont return my calls. He wants my rent money by tomorrow, that wasnt the initial deal. No rent, i dont have the money to give to him anyway. Lack of sufficient funds is hell. Im feeling guilty about paying bills late. "Ashley, stop freaking out, the worst thing he can do is tell you to leave" I keep telling myself, maybe I should just tell him first so it will be easier for the both of us. Im at frannies house, but the mood is bleak. Alyson is here, she brings me down. I hate james for making me feel unanted and guilty. I hate alyson for making me feel insecure and unwelcome. I hate my bank account for holding a negative balance against me. I hate my parents for being poor and abandoning me. I hate richard for not loving himself, or me. I hate that i feel so out of control. This bad day is almost over, cant wait for tomorrow morning. Actually, today wasnt even bad, its just so fucking obnoxious that something slight, i dont even know what to be honest, can cause me to fall into an almost hopeless funk. My hair still looks great.
uncomfortableMay. 30th, 2005
10:51 am - I had a dream...
I had a dream last night that a tall, dark, and handsome man asked me to be his wife. He gave me a diamond and I gave him a "YES!". He hugged me and I felt so light. Then I woke up and realized that it had all been a dream, but it has left me wanting. I strolled out of the bedroom glowing and I shared this beautiful dream with frannie and we both sighed, with diamonds in our eyes, and planned a magnificent wedding, just for me and my mystery beaux.
After all of this splendid daydreaming, I stepped into the study and sat at the computer. Checked the email, thinking perhaps someone had sent me something great, and what I found in my inbox was shocking. An invitation to New York, all expenses paid, by my cousin Kristy Sprowls, who is currently living there for her job. Deja Vu! Just 2 weeks ago, I had a different invite to New York from none other than the very 40, very virgin Don Mouton! That isnt going to happen, and yet I decided that one way or another I was still going to New York this summer, dammit! I must be on a good frequency, I cant wait for whats next to come. Maybe my dream of a wedding will come true, maybe i'll stumble upon a million dollars.
Frannie and I have been planning a road trip to California in September. We will drive, Major will come too, and pick up Leslie at the park, making scenic stops along the way, and doing the same on the way back. Were thinking Mexico and Vegas. Its 2200 miles from here, yosemite is, and with 3 of us driving we will get there in 2 days flat. What an exciting little trip. Major refers to it as the "family vacation" which is quite funny coming from him. Very nice just the same. Who would have ever thought that my summer family vacation was going to be with major, leslie, and frannie! Fun little bunch we are.
Memorial day today, major on bar-b-q duty, francis in the kitchen, and me watching from the other room. Oh, my little family. How sweet.
jubilantMay. 28th, 2005
11:04 pm - Good Vibrations.
Big Saturday night. Me, a glass of wine and you, livejournal. Oh how i love you, livejournal. Your my only friend. Not really, its more fun to be dramatic.
Elizabeth was a little shining star tonight. She is destined for show biz. She now officially has two dance reviews under her belt and boy was she good. The best.
Got drunk last night. I hadnt been out in a good long while and it was just great. I think there was definatly opportunity for a good makeout session with ricky brabner, but it didnt happen. Hes married after all (what am i talking about, thats never stopped me before). um..so anyway, had a blast, kissed a girl, not ricky, and went home alone. Well, I did bring whataburger home, but i dont know how brag-worthy that one is! I have the next two days off of work, what ever will i do with myself?
(sit on my ass and stare at my aunt while drinking wine)
Welcome to my life.
I have decided that I want to be rich and famous. Not like movie star famous to where everyone watches my every move, but just famous enought to where people know who i am but also leave me alone. I think i will write a book. about what? Im not sure yet, but its a damn good idea. I told my aunt about some of my drug experiences, i dont really know how i feel about telling her all of that. all is well, i choose to believe.
James is such a douche. actually, its not really even him, its just the living situation and the fact that well, i hate living with him.. all of this just seems redundant. I was forced to climb the vibrational ladder to reach my good place, and it worked as always. Thank you abraham and your good vibrations.
I have two days off of work, i dont know what i will do. I think i might drive to baton rouge and visit bonnie. I miss her, I did see her this morning. Her very first real boyfriend died a few days ago and she was in for the funeral. Getting older is wierd. You have to to start facing shit like this, people dying. Facing it, dealing with it, and then moving on. I was reading my journal entries from a year ago and am so glad that now is not then. I would be in san antonio, grieving my own first love. Time, beautiful time. Speaking of time, its past my bedtime. Ok, its saturday night, its not even midnight and im alone. Need i say more? (sigh) Maybe one day i'll stop being such a geek.
hornyMay. 26th, 2005
04:44 pm - Thisthurday
Its Thursday and I miss thisthursday. She says that she is doing great and no longer homesick. Thats very good.
I think that I will marry Ryan Hornback(sp?). We will live in a big house and have lots of babies and meditate OM every day together.
Elizabeth's dance review is on saturday, i cant wait. She will be the best one there. Frannie and I just went and got her a ballerina trophy, she will squeal with delight when she sees it. I want to dance, i miss dancing. I sometimes miss high school too, I thought about it yesterday, How simple life was in high school. Anyway, I have a mound of dirty clothes sitting here watching me, waiting to be cleaned. Im at the bottom of the barrel, in my too-tight denim shorts from at least 4 years ago and a more yellow now than white tank top. Its probably going to take me all night to finish this laundry.
Erin, we should go walking at the park, im feeling like a fat-ass. Are you coming with me on saturday? Please say yes, we need each other with leslie gone!
I am thankful for
my $300 in the bank
my roommate out of town
my car
my hair
my friends
my job
still being able to fit into these size 4 shorts
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